http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/ Marisa's Journal: Lucky In Céline Wed, 21 Jul 2004 10:35:04 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Music Writing Photography http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/archive/9.html Wed, 21 Jul 2004 18:33:46 GMT This is going to be sheer torture, man! I gotta' go on a NO carb diet for the next two weeks so that I can lose aound ten pounds for an audition for a movie roll called "the bikini girl." LOL. Yeah. I'm really excited about it because it will give me a chance to just be goofy. It's a really comedic roll, from what the producer tells me. The only thing is that some guy--whoever gets the roll, has to cup my breast under my bikini. LOL. IT'S JUST A CHARACTER. But it sounds like a lot of fun for me. I won't get paid because it's really low budget and pretty much just for fun,... (more) http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/comments?id=9 http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Thu, 17 Jun 2004 07:54:27 GMT Tonight I kinda' lost it. I think it is that I've had three full days of kids (soon to be 4) and that's a big difference and big adjustment from the schedule I was having while I was in school. Plus you add in there the chaos of Disneyland and the Aquarium and children running around and you have a bit of exhaustion. Other things hit me too. Like fear and emotion I've tried not to let get to me so I just kind of had a melt down. It happened, funny enough, after watching Jessica Simpson's episode of 'Driven' on VH1. I just can't watch those shows because it just makes me sick about... (more) http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Mon, 14 Jun 2004 08:19:14 GMT Today was a good day. I woke up at around noon which is normal for me when I have the opportunity. To some point I like doing that and to another point I hate it because I feel like I am so unproductive. But I can't help it if I'm a night owl and I like nights much better than I do the day! So anyway, I woke up somewhere around noon when my mom brought my phone in ringing. It's on high and vibrate so when it rings it RRRRRRINGS! Haha. She brought it in and I looked at the caller ID and it was some area code that I didn't know so I didn't answer but it made me wonder where it was... (more) http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Sun, 13 Jun 2004 08:13:37 GMT You know... it's really fantastic and amusing when someone that you thought you'd never be attracted to ends up being INCREDIBLY sexy to you only a matter of weeks after meeting them and thinking that. It's really quite embarassing and a long story and at first I was worried that somehow he would find this online journal but I thought to myself that no one reads this blog anway and even if they did, none of them are my sculpture buddies none-the-less the someone that I am talking about in this case. I'm extremely attracted to my 44 year-old sculpture professor and when I fall... (more) http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Fri, 04 Jun 2004 01:51:21 GMT Earlier today I decided to get myself into someone elses drama. I really need to stop that! Well, you know, I guess it wasn't technically someone elses when the same thigns have been affecting me lately, too but really it wasn't my deal at the moment. There is this guy on this forum that I visit. A while back I wanted to post about a little girl that has Cystic Fibrosis, a disease that will probably kill her before she is 30 year old or soon after that age. I had helped in a small way, in arranging a meeting with Céline Dion for this little girl and yet she didn thave the money to... (more) http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4 http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/archive/3.html Tue, 01 Jun 2004 08:43:50 GMT For probably the first time in my life, I am actually enjoying it! There really isn't anything that is making me feel as if there is something wrong or bothersome or anything of the sort. I feel like I can just relax and let things go the way that they are going. I feel comfortable with where I am! That is an amazing feeling! All my life, since I was little, I have played one of my favorite games. The "What If..." game. I used to sit there as a kid asking myself and sometimes even other people "What if this happened... what would you do?" I never understood why people got so... (more) http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/comments?id=3 http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/archive/2.html Sun, 25 Apr 2004 06:05:40 GMT This has been a really interesting month or two. It's been up and down and I guess just all around. There's been a lot of time for self improvement and at the same time that I really like the change it is really hard to deal with because I am extremely resistent to it and I can never make up my mind so I go back and forth between what I want and do not want. I've spent my whole life wanting to be a singer and just about everything else famous that you can imagine and I only recently realized that I really have put nothing in to get me there. I feel like such a lazy person. My mom and... (more) http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/comments?id=2 http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html Thu, 04 Mar 2004 08:46:22 GMT Today was a good day, I suppose. I got up at 9:30 AM because I didnt have to leave to get to the bus until 12:40 so I figured that it wouldn't take me that long to get dressed and get over there; so I did wake up at 9:30 and just kinda' mosied my way around finding an outfit to wear and brusing my teeth and all that good stuff. I don't think I even listened to music this morning! After I got dressed and ready and stuff I signed into my messengers on my computer and then went and got my school bag ready. It was nice, because, I didn't have to have a huge drawing isle with me or an extra-... (more) http://luckyinceline.blogdrive.com/comments?id=1